this one’s for you, sunshine

i don't find it healthy, you know? bearing through it all and one day, one apparently normal day, waking up to a totally new reality. it tends to be beautiful in the beginning, right? milk and honey as they say and oh, so it tastes. but you get this gut feeling that the milk is…

but at least

​Sometimes you do learn and thats pretty much all you do. Its crazy to think it can all go away any second. Everything you have learned like it was never in your mind in the first place. And when memories are made, what do you do? How can you actually make the difference between loving…

9.9.99

Don't think I forgot. I could never. It was 12:05 A.M. when I realised that I have no idea what's the right thing to do. Maybe I spoil it by saying this. Maybe I don't. Maybe I ruin the whole thing by telling you I have no idea what's wrong or right at the moment.…

dispair

​what if i told you a secret? would you be able to keep it the same way my mind keeps you within me? the same way my heart won't give you up no matter what. the same way my whole being craves your presence. what if i told you i might finally be in love? i was…

beauty where you felt illness

what you do? when you feel down, disappointed, all at once but not good. far from it, just like nothing worse could happen. why all this? because people leave. that's what they do; when you feel the weakest, the smallest, like you don't value anything, even though you do, they leave. you started to trust…

moonlight talks

that's what I love, that's what we used to love. it was good enough as it was and when it was. i do get that life is filled with temporary people, i strongly believe that, because you can not control everything in life, yet i can't help but wish we still had that. i do wish we…